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Light My Fire - Frerard Ch. 3

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~Frank's P.O.V.~

When I told Gerard that I was pregnant, he gave me a blank look. I couldn't tell what he was thinking. "You're---p-p-pregnant?" he asked. "Yes, babe. I don't know how I could've gotten pregnant. For a dude, it's impossible. I guess I'm gifted in a weird way somehow." "I guess so." Gerard responded. We both laughed nervously, and there was an awkward moment of silence.

"I can't believe that you're pregnant, hun." said Gerard. "I can't believe it either, love." I responded. "Are you mad?" "How could I be mad, when there's a little miracle that's gonna be in our lives in 9 months. Why would I be mad?" asked Gerard. "I don't know. You gave me a blank look when I told you. I wasn't sure if you were pissed off at me, or if you were happy." "Well, I'm happy, aren't I? I'm glad that we are gonna have a baby."

"I'm glad too. What about our parents? What if they want me to have an abortion or something?" I asked. I started to shed a few tears, and Gerard started to chuckle. "Frankie, we're married. We aren't 16 year olds who don't know how to keep their legs closed. We also weren't raped. Our parents aren't going to object to you being pregnant. We'll be fine." said Gerard.

"Ok. We better go tell Emily. She's probably worrying about us," I said. We walked out the bathroom door, went downstairs, and saw Emily watching Fast Times at Ridgemont High in the living room. "Are you guys OK?" she asked. "Emily...we just found out that I'm pregnant." I said. Gerard put his hand on my shoulder, and squeezed me tightly. I grunted a little bit, but it was the good kind of pain.

"Are you serious?! I'm so happy for you guys! Congrats!!" exclaimed Emily. She walked up to us and we did a group hug. I felt the baby kick, and Gerard and Emily both felt it. They both put their hands on my belly. "Oh, my god!! The baby is kicking. I'm glad that you guys are gonna have a baby," said Emily. "Thanks, Emily. I'm thinking we should go to the doctor tomorrow and find out how many weeks pregnant I am," I suggested. "That's a great idea. I'll call the doctor right now," Gerard responded.

Gerard grabbed the phone and called the doctor. Five minutes later, he comes up to me with excitement. "We are scheduled to go in tomorrow at 10:30." "That's great. I can't wait!" I responded. "Do you wanna come with us, Emily?" asked Gerard. "I'd love to. Thanks!!" exclaimed Emily. We all went to bed, and Emily kissed my belly and said goodnight to the baby. She went to bed, and Gerard and I were slowly walking up the stairs. It was a little painful going upstairs, but I was fine.

We crawled into bed, and Gerard was rubbing my belly. "Can't believe it. There's a little miracle growing inside of you. We're gonna be parents. I'm so excited already," said Gerard. "I can't believe it either. What are we gonna name the baby?" I asked. "Shit. I don't know. What do you wanna name it if it's a boy?" "How about Gerard Arthur Way, Jr?" "That would be wonderful. How about---um---damn. I can't think of a name for the baby if it's a girl," said Gerard. "We shouldn't worry about that right now. We'll decide later. Let's go to sleep. I'm really tired," I responded.

"Ok. Goodnight, honey bunch." "Goodnight, love," I responded. "Good night, honey," said Gerard to the baby. He kissed my belly, and he kissed me as well. I laid on my side and fell asleep. I was having a little trouble falling asleep in the process, but I was fine. I was in a deep sleep in the first 10 to 15 minutes.

Then, the next think I know, I was laying on a hospital bed, in excruciating pain, Gerard was holding my hand, trying to comfort me and calm me down. I realized I was having the baby. I couldn't stop grunting because I was in so much pain. I was able to finally calm down. The doctor comes in and tells me it's time to start pushing. I was getting ready to push, and I couldn't wait to get the fucking baby out of me.

I started pushing, and the doctor could already see the head. I was squeezing Gerard's hand very tightly. I could see his hand turning brutally purple. "Here's the head. One more push, Frankie!" said the doctor. I pushed, and the next thing I saw was a baby who didn't make any sudden moves. It looked like it was about to cry, but it wasn't moving. The doctor and nurses took the baby over to the weighing bed thing, and the baby still wasn't moving. They all slowly turned around, came over to me and Gerard. We were all worried.

"Is everything OK, doctor?" I asked. "Sadly...no. Your baby was stillborn," said the doctor. Gerard and I both took a huge gasp, and started crying. Gerard started crying into my shoulder, and I started crying into the back of Gerard's head. "We are so sorry for your loss," said the doctor. Gerard goes out the door to tell everyone the news. Emily was waiting right outside the door. "Emily..." said Gerard in a breaking voice. "What's wrong?" asked Emily. "The baby---passed away." said Gerard.

"Oh, my god!! I'm so sorry!" shouted Emily. She started crying, and Gerard was still crying. Just by hearing the sound of both of them crying, it made me cry even more. Emily came into the room, laid next to me on the bed, and started hugging me. We both started crying. "I'm so sorry, Frank," said Emily. "It isn't your fault, sweetie," I responded. The next thing that I know was that I woke up screaming. I started crying. I woke Gerard up with my sobbing.

"Frank! FRANK! What's wrong?" asked Gerard. "I had the most horrible dream!! I dreamt that I was having the baby, and the baby was stillborn!" I shouted. "Oh, my god! That is horrible. I'm so sorry, honey," said Gerard. "Now, I'm afraid that it actually will be stillborn!" I sobbed. "Our baby won't be stillborn. We'll be fine. It was just a dream", said Gerard.

Gerard started rubbing my back, and I was starting to calm down. "What time is it?" I asked. "It's 4 AM. We're getting closer to finding out how far you are. I Think we'll also find out if it's a boy or girl," said Gerard. "That will be fun," I weakly responded. "Go back to sleep, love." said Gerard. "OK. Goodnight, love." "Night, honey bunch." I was able to go back to sleep. I couldn't remember what I dreamt the 2nd time, but I slept until about 8:00.

Gerard woke me up, and I took a shower and ate breakfast. Emily made Biscuits and Gravy. "Frank. Are you OK?" asked Emily. "I just had a bad dream last night," I responded. "Oh. I'm sorry. What was it about?" "My dream was about that I had the baby, and the baby was stillborn." "Oh. Wow. I'm sorry." "It's OK. It's not like it's gonna really happen." "It won't happen, Frank," said Emily. "Thanks, sweetie." I responded.

It was about 10 AM, and I was about to fall asleep on the couch. Gerard startled me by telling me that we were leaving to go to the doctor. Our doctor worked at the hospital during the mornings, so we went to the hospital. It was about a 5-10 minute drive from our house. We got to the doctor's office at around 10:25. We waited for about 5 minutes, and we were called to the back. Gerard was sitting on my right, and Emily was sitting on my left. The doctor comes in.

"Good morning, I'm Dr. Toro." "Morning, doctor," I said. "We are gonna determine how many weeks pregnant you are, and determine the sex of the baby, correct?" asked Dr. Toro. "Yep. All of that is correct," Gerard responded. Dr. Toro squirted some gel onto my belly, and I shuddered a little bit. "Oh, my god, that gel is cold!" I shouted. "It's OK, hun," said Gerard. Gerard moved over to my left, along with Emily, and we were watching the screen. We were able to see the baby, but its hands were almost fully grown. It was sucking its thumb.

"Aww. That is so cute!!" exclaimed Emily. Gerard and I both did an Aww at the same time. "It seems like you are about 14 and a half weeks pregnant, Frank," said Dr. Toro. "Serious? That far already? Damn. Sure didn't feel like it," I responded. "I bet. Do you want to know the sex of the baby?" asked Dr. Toro. "Oh, yes!! What's the sex of the baby?" There was an awkward moment of silence, like that dramatic silence that you see on game shows. Emily and Gerard were pulling in close to me, and we were a little nervous.

"It's a girl..."
I really hope you enjoy this. I thought this turned out pretty good. Holy crap!! My brain is fried. Lol. Let me know what you think of it. :D

Again, sorry if you thought I was smoking a little something something. I'm not. Lol. This is entirely fictional. How cool is it that Ray is Gerard and Frank's doctor? :D

Let me know if I missed any typos. :D

Chapter 2: [link]
Chapter 4: [link]

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please tell me there is going to be another chapter???? i really want a chapter 4.